Thank You For 300+ Watchers~

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Wow!! Hey guys!! As you can see I have 300 watchers!! I'm so amazed because I never thought I would get this far on dA, and its been under a year. I mean 300 isn't a lot of watchers but oh my gosh it means so much!! Like I said I never thought I would get so far, I still think my art isn't that good. I have my moments when I'm like, I have art block, I won't get out of it, "you can't even draw anyway" or "your art's bad", I think like this every time I make art or I can't decide on what I want to draw. It's soooo annoying. There's also times when my work doesn't get enough exposure or comments or faves and I feel so down, like a failure...It really sucks and the feels are so deep >w<. And there are horrible times when I just look at others art and improvements, so then I get really down and have a really dumb pity party for myself and listen to music that makes me cry. BUT EVENTUALLY, I get out of it. And when I checked my watchers count I freeeeaaaaked out!! Like I saw it and I was like wuuuuutttttt, I was kicking the air and silently squealing!! It was such a good feeling to know my art is actually, liked by people. It was such a good feeling, I mean it still is!! So I decided to say thank you in a more personal way than some dumb journal I made when I got to 100. 
What I'm trying to say in this long-winded paragraph, is thank you. Art has gotten me through so much stuff
, some hardcore dire times. All your comments, faves and general awesomeness has help me so much, so much that it gives me a reason to wake up in the morning. Thanks so much!! 
(and if you think this much wait till I get to 500 or 1000!! Believe me I will!!) 

*btw the girl is supposed to be an exaggerated version of me, I wish I was a cute as her, and I wish I could style my hair like that too!!*

Thank you~ 
Lots Of Love Rokki~ 

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